Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Crap...


Lately I've been in really bad shape emotionally. I broke up with my boyfriend, one of my best friends suddenly hates me, and I'm left with 2 friends. At school I've become the loner. Always by myself, never speaks kind of person because I only have one friend at that school and she's in a different homeroom, so I don't see her very often. I used to have quite a few close friends. I'm a really loud, outgoing person so this hurts. (Especially since this is exactly like one of the worst years of my life. When I was in 5th grade.) *Sighs* I found out today yet another of my so-called friends parents don't like me.
I don't understand what's up with parents these days, but no matter how nice I am they accuse me of something I didn't or never would do.
Or maybe I'm just paranoid ever since I was surprised by Socrates's mother telling me I could never see her again last year. *Major sigh*
Every one who knows me (including 1 teacher) can tell there's something wrong with me lately.... I hate talking about my feelings though. (I guess that's because I've never had anyone really willing to listen or be there for me.) Writing it is easy for me though. I love to write.
*Sadly* Nya....

7 Comments:

Blogger Fallen_Angel534 said...

Awww. :( Nariko don't be so sad. Kirby will help cheer you up!

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Smile! ^.^

5:01 AM  
Blogger Rogue Muffin said...

I try...

9:43 AM  
Blogger Fallen_Angel534 said...

Be a doer not a ... tryer??
Is that even a word?
>.<


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10:03 AM  
Blogger Rogue Muffin said...

I dunno. O.o

5:08 PM  
Blogger Socrates Volkova said...

oh, nariko. if only i could be there for you. I want so bad to be with you everyday and I regret so much that we moved to bangor. I miss you like crazy.....my hyperness has gone. I haven't gotten hyper for 5 days and i think it's because I haven't talked to you in a while...if only I could be with you. in a few more days I'll be at your house over vacation ^ ^ we can do tons of stuff and talk about our characters allll day if you want. It'll get better, love you *hug*

12:20 PM  
Blogger Rogue Muffin said...

*Huggle* Nya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12:19 PM  
Blogger Socrates Volkova said...

^ ^ *eats pocky*

8:07 AM  

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