Crap...

Lately I've been in really bad shape emotionally. I broke up with my boyfriend, one of my best friends suddenly hates me, and I'm left with 2 friends. At school I've become the loner. Always by myself, never speaks kind of person because I only have one friend at that school and she's in a different homeroom, so I don't see her very often. I used to have quite a few close friends. I'm a really loud, outgoing person so this hurts. (Especially since this is exactly like one of the worst years of my life. When I was in 5th grade.) *Sighs* I found out today yet another of my so-called friends parents don't like me.
I don't understand what's up with parents these days, but no matter how nice I am they accuse me of something I didn't or never would do.
Or maybe I'm just paranoid ever since I was surprised by Socrates's mother telling me I could never see her again last year. *Major sigh*
Every one who knows me (including 1 teacher) can tell there's something wrong with me lately.... I hate talking about my feelings though. (I guess that's because I've never had anyone really willing to listen or be there for me.) Writing it is easy for me though. I love to write.
*Sadly* Nya....

Nariko is Starting to Think! O.O

Yes, it's true. I've been thinking maybe I should make another blog. Only this one will be to show people all the thousands and thousands of pictures I have on my computer and comment on them. I think I'll do that. ^.^

Talking with Fast Food

Lately I've been eating a lot of fast food. Along with talking to Socrates on the phone. I had one of my yearly laughing fits today. They usually last an hour straight, and poor Socrates on the other line of the phone thought I was going to die and/or was dead. ^^;;
11:11 pm Make a wish! *Wishes* ><
I played with my Ouija board today. It's been a long time. (It's just one of those cheap plastic one, but boy does it work.)
I can talk to spirits without the Ouija board but it's easier. ^-^
I've been meaning to break up with my boyfriend. He's really getting on my nerves, and I think I'm to young or something for one at the moment. I also really don't want one. *Sighs*
I'm gasy but I'm sure you didn't need to know that..... >.>;....<.<;... >.>;...
*Yawn* .....

People

Some people like me for years but suddenly don't.
Some people like me only when we're alone.
Some people distance themselves when I say I like them.
Some people I leave, come back to, and they don't like me anymore.
Some people I grow sick of, but I can't help it.
Some people hate me for no reason.
Some people like me and I like them, but another doesn't want them too.
Some people may say they like me but don't really know me.
Some people I only like sometimes.
Some people I just grow farther from by accident.
Some people just never liked me.
Some people like me and I like them, but I know it'll never last.
In the end everyone hates me.
Even myself...

Pancakes, Friends, and Anger! ^.^

My fry-end Stephanie came over, we had fun. I got her a blogspot site thingie, and we made a story together.
I've been craving pancakes all day and my mom just told me she's not cooking them for dinner like she said she would. *Sigh*
I want to talk to Socrates again, but her mother is still on the computer. *Grumble* We didn't get to finish what we were talking about, and I probably won't get to talk to her until 7:30 or not at all. *Sighs again* (She's only aloud to be on the phone until 8:00. If I did call at 8 her mother would make up some stupid excuse like always.) *Rips hair out in frustration* It just frinks me off! >.<

Oi! That Sickly Sickness Of That Person!

Yes, I'm sick. I didn't go to school today because of it. I may have strepthroat for the thousandth time. *Rolls eyes* I wish I had gone to school. I've skipped school, so much they've figured me out and now I must go. I've been meaning to get the next Shojo Beat issue, but I'm poor so it may take a while. Also I wouldn't go to the Doctor's Office today because I hate having something shoved down my throat. Well, my mom being the annoyingly, overly nice mother she is, she bought me some ice cream and tea. *Yum!* So I ate a little of it and, of course, it didn't help. So then I called Socrates, me bestest best fry-end, but she sadly had to do them there dishes...
They've made Brats dolls into... Djinnis!! That's freaky...
I'm beginning to love new years. It's a time for new animes and mangas to come out all at once! Along with video game and book waits are over! And not to mention that 'I can start over and have an excuse for it' feeling!
*Coughs loudly* Ack! I'm probably going to die even before I barely start this baka blog.
Hmmm... I'm getting kinda hungry, so I think I'll go... Sayonara! ^.~

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First Stupid Thing To Say

First entry. How exciting...